善良的白羊

嗨~~~我有一位好朋友，白羊。它是一只善良的小肥羊。这时它的优点，也是他的缺点。每当人家需要帮忙时，他肯定第一位伸出援手。虽然有些人他只是一面之缘，他也会二话不说，尽心尽力地去帮忙。他只是想为了别人，而自己的那一份却忘了。它可以善良到帮助那些常常欺负他的野狼。那些野狼不知从哪一个怪胎来的，本性就是邪恶。白羊在之前，毫无要求的情况下，纯粹是为了帮助那些野狼，提供他们住宿，帮他们报名比赛，一次一次的帮助他们，但是那些野狼，不知感恩这两个字，每天只会欺负他，伤害他。我不知那些野狼从哪里找来的狠毒，狠狠心心伤害白羊。这些没用的孽种，上天是公平的，报应迟早会来的。白羊啊，请戴眼镜认识人，看看这世界又多险恶，不要在帮助那些没用的孽种。

孽种，若给我亲眼看到你们欺负白羊，我会以十倍奉还！！！！

重与轻

离我们大考的时间越来越少了，时间还不到十个月就大考了。对一般的考生来说，是时候拼一拼了。但是我有两位好友，我也不知该怎么讲他们。他们成绩很差很差，但是他们不至于那些笨蛋的类型的。

他们是我生命中要好要好的朋友。看到他们的成绩差，我也替他们伤心。但是想想他们的举止，他们的这样的成绩也是他们应得的。他们不懂得分出轻和重，总是做出那些不理智，不成熟的举止决定。他们可以为了朋友的生日，而放弃去补习。他们可以为了小小的事情而放弃自己的前途。他们不懂得分得轻与重。再加上他们只有三分钟热度。每当他们拿考试成绩时，他们就会觉得很内疚，答应从此以后他们要好好地拼了，下次会考到好的成绩。这种情况只会维持一两个星期而已，，过后老毛病又在发作了。其中一位，A有父母的压力，而另一位,B,父母根本没有管她的成绩， A经常找我帮助，希望我能帮他。但是那些只是说说而已，没有实际的行动。每次我责备他时，每次都找一大堆的理由，来反驳。我不懂，我曾有几次想放弃责备他，让他自生自灭，但是有时候又觉得她可怜，又打消这个念头。但是我讲了很多很多次，用了很多很多方式，但是还是失败了。自己都不自爱了，你要我怎样帮你？我不懂了，我累了~~~~~

另一个，我基本上是放弃了。上课和补习都不专心，功课又没有完整，只会复制别人的答案。自己放弃了自己，别人也帮不了你了。这时我对你们俩的最后的训话。即使你们品行好，态度好，人缘好，那又怎样，工作态度差到极点，在这弱肉强食的社会是无法生存的。

Challenge for 2011

2011 had arrived~~

My challenge for next year:

1) STPM

2) Holiday with my dear

3) Taiwan trip

4) St. john full year activities

5) Buying new year shirt

6) Form six lifes

7) Homeworks

8) Friends communication

9) Working at Wetra

10) Friend's relationship

11) Money

My Trip At Lunas

18 Dec, I start my journey at Shahab Perdana. Thk to my driver QY for fetching mi there and support mi, and encourage mi to go there to see my dearest lady.

4.30pm, I had my 1st step in Lunas. This is the 1st time i had the opportunity to get closer and know well about her. I step in her house and be the special guests of the house. The 1st person i meet was her father. My previous impression to her father is not very well due to some personal problems. But after chating with her father and some observation, i realise that we had the same interest on tv channel and we had a variety of chating topic. Mayb this is due to my good communication skill. However, I still cant forgive the irresponsible thing tat he had done. I cant accept it!!!!!!!

The next person I wan to chat is her grandma and aunt. They treat mi very well while i was staying at her house. I like the feeling when she call mi ''ah tatt'', cause this make mi getting closer closer to her familly, like no gap with her family, accepted mi as one of their family member. the memorable thing they did to mi is always feed mi food. I think if i stay there more longer, i will be ''pregnant'' soon.

In my memory, her sis is a quite person, dont speak for more than two words a day. But i saw her real pattern after few days mixing up with them. Shouting, Growling, scolding all came out from her sis's mouth. That scared mi. I think house is a place where all the people take off their masks. Her bro, have some characteristic like mi, good at shooting people, making pelik pelik pattern.

Now, talking about her mom. Before going there, my dear ady set in my mind her mom is a fierce tigeress. I watched a few of drama with fierce yue mu. Tat time my mind was running out of idea to figure a better way to meet her mom as her mom was her last relatif tat meet mi. Mi need to figure a way to make her a good impression of mi, but mi out of idea. Finally i choose to be quiet to mask up my fearness. Her mom finally spoke to mi. She ask many many things about mi, include my family background, how i noe her daughter plus some weird question. Then her mom also brought mi to have supper. Oh gosh her mom also good at forcing people eat. Mi have nightmare there. I finished a plate of mi goreng and two huge roti tissue. Gosh~~~~

Last, mi wan to comment about my dear. She stay with mi all the day when i was in lunas. I manage to know her more during the trip. Having a date with her with a terrible china movie, shop at the book store. Getting closer to her, knowing her lifestyle, knowing her attitude although her mom say she was acting to be good, getting to know her private thing, having a good discussion about future, knowing her about everything.

My dear, thank you for everything, thank you for loving mi, thank you for letting getting to know your family, thank you for letting mi know everything, thank you for your sacrifrice............

I will always be with you~~~~~~love u always~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Road at SIngapore Day 2

Today, I went S'pore's pasar. The pasar there is totally different with Malaysia. There here is clean, not smelly and most is shop house. Malaysia de smelly, watery, and dirty, but pasar feeling is there. Sometimes, although the thing improved with technologies, but the feeling also change. The environment also change with improvement. 现代的科技把以前的喧闹换成了现代的冷漠. 我还是比较喜欢以前的喧闹, 这样才是真正的菜市.

i buy my futsal shoes there, de 1st thing i brought there. This is the only cheap thing i saw is Singapore. The price there is the same as M'sia but the differences is one singapore dollar, one ringgit malaysia. I need to think twice before i buy. 1singapore dollar=2.4riggit malaysia. I need to multiply before i buy. Here the price really scary.

Today i also go Sentosa island. The only comment i can say is like genting.

Singapore's life (day 1)

Today was my 1st day trip at S'pore. I start my journey at the pasar there. After having disappointed tomyam and chicken chop ytd, today de fried kuew teow thr is better, but still taste BAD for me. I wonder why the food there still can suit my tongue. Haiz~next time when i go here study, what should i do!!!! I start to miss my Malaysia, my Alor Star, my hometown food.
I observed the city of S'pore while at the car. The city here is damn clean, and there arrangement of building is very good. The city here is very high-tech. The "DNA" bridge, the ferris wheel (VIP seat), the float football field, the land and sea car, and many many more. I am impressed with the technologies there. The city is well planned. I onli wan to complaint is the science centre. The centre is too big and the arrangement there is quite complicated. The arrangement make mi dizzy. I hope the food there is as GOOD as the city there.
Now i wan to say about the citizen there. Some citizen there is terrible. They just care about themselves. They very 牛 when driving. When at parking lot, they drive through and dunt care about other. They drive very fast and dint care ppl tat wan pass by. Haiz~ terrible. Traffic rules here also different. The car here can make turn as they wan if there is no car pass through, and road user onli can use the zebra road and 天桥 to cross the road, or else will be fine by the police. Here is totally different, compared to Malaysia. I need time to adapt to it!!!!!!!

变了

我也搞不懂是我的变化还是他的变化?????
我发现我开始慢慢地讨厌他......
或许是我之前知道了电话事件后,
我对他的好感也慢慢地减少了.......
我也尽量洗掉这个观念,
但他一次又一次做出让我怨恨的事情.....
他不会为了人而着想......
责怪,臭骂的声音一直从他嘴里出.......
他只会强逼别人做人不愿意做的事情.......
强词夺理......
根本没有从人家的立场想......
活在自己的"世界"......
个人主义太强烈了......
我觉得我们不在同一条路上.......