Challenge for 2011

2011 had arrived~~

My challenge for next year:

1) STPM

2) Holiday with my dear

3) Taiwan trip

4) St. john full year activities

5) Buying new year shirt

6) Form six lifes

7) Homeworks

8) Friends communication

9) Working at Wetra

10) Friend's relationship

11) Money

My Trip At Lunas

18 Dec, I start my journey at Shahab Perdana. Thk to my driver QY for fetching mi there and support mi, and encourage mi to go there to see my dearest lady.

4.30pm, I had my 1st step in Lunas. This is the 1st time i had the opportunity to get closer and know well about her. I step in her house and be the special guests of the house. The 1st person i meet was her father. My previous impression to her father is not very well due to some personal problems. But after chating with her father and some observation, i realise that we had the same interest on tv channel and we had a variety of chating topic. Mayb this is due to my good communication skill. However, I still cant forgive the irresponsible thing tat he had done. I cant accept it!!!!!!!

The next person I wan to chat is her grandma and aunt. They treat mi very well while i was staying at her house. I like the feeling when she call mi ''ah tatt'', cause this make mi getting closer closer to her familly, like no gap with her family, accepted mi as one of their family member. the memorable thing they did to mi is always feed mi food. I think if i stay there more longer, i will be ''pregnant'' soon.

In my memory, her sis is a quite person, dont speak for more than two words a day. But i saw her real pattern after few days mixing up with them. Shouting, Growling, scolding all came out from her sis's mouth. That scared mi. I think house is a place where all the people take off their masks. Her bro, have some characteristic like mi, good at shooting people, making pelik pelik pattern.

Now, talking about her mom. Before going there, my dear ady set in my mind her mom is a fierce tigeress. I watched a few of drama with fierce yue mu. Tat time my mind was running out of idea to figure a better way to meet her mom as her mom was her last relatif tat meet mi. Mi need to figure a way to make her a good impression of mi, but mi out of idea. Finally i choose to be quiet to mask up my fearness. Her mom finally spoke to mi. She ask many many things about mi, include my family background, how i noe her daughter plus some weird question. Then her mom also brought mi to have supper. Oh gosh her mom also good at forcing people eat. Mi have nightmare there. I finished a plate of mi goreng and two huge roti tissue. Gosh~~~~

Last, mi wan to comment about my dear. She stay with mi all the day when i was in lunas. I manage to know her more during the trip. Having a date with her with a terrible china movie, shop at the book store. Getting closer to her, knowing her lifestyle, knowing her attitude although her mom say she was acting to be good, getting to know her private thing, having a good discussion about future, knowing her about everything.

My dear, thank you for everything, thank you for loving mi, thank you for letting getting to know your family, thank you for letting mi know everything, thank you for your sacrifrice............

I will always be with you~~~~~~love u always~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Road at SIngapore Day 2

Today, I went S'pore's pasar. The pasar there is totally different with Malaysia. There here is clean, not smelly and most is shop house. Malaysia de smelly, watery, and dirty, but pasar feeling is there. Sometimes, although the thing improved with technologies, but the feeling also change. The environment also change with improvement. 现代的科技把以前的喧闹换成了现代的冷漠. 我还是比较喜欢以前的喧闹, 这样才是真正的菜市.

i buy my futsal shoes there, de 1st thing i brought there. This is the only cheap thing i saw is Singapore. The price there is the same as M'sia but the differences is one singapore dollar, one ringgit malaysia. I need to think twice before i buy. 1singapore dollar=2.4riggit malaysia. I need to multiply before i buy. Here the price really scary.

Today i also go Sentosa island. The only comment i can say is like genting.

Singapore's life (day 1)

Today was my 1st day trip at S'pore. I start my journey at the pasar there. After having disappointed tomyam and chicken chop ytd, today de fried kuew teow thr is better, but still taste BAD for me. I wonder why the food there still can suit my tongue. Haiz~next time when i go here study, what should i do!!!! I start to miss my Malaysia, my Alor Star, my hometown food.
I observed the city of S'pore while at the car. The city here is damn clean, and there arrangement of building is very good. The city here is very high-tech. The "DNA" bridge, the ferris wheel (VIP seat), the float football field, the land and sea car, and many many more. I am impressed with the technologies there. The city is well planned. I onli wan to complaint is the science centre. The centre is too big and the arrangement there is quite complicated. The arrangement make mi dizzy. I hope the food there is as GOOD as the city there.
Now i wan to say about the citizen there. Some citizen there is terrible. They just care about themselves. They very 牛 when driving. When at parking lot, they drive through and dunt care about other. They drive very fast and dint care ppl tat wan pass by. Haiz~ terrible. Traffic rules here also different. The car here can make turn as they wan if there is no car pass through, and road user onli can use the zebra road and 天桥 to cross the road, or else will be fine by the police. Here is totally different, compared to Malaysia. I need time to adapt to it!!!!!!!

变了

我也搞不懂是我的变化还是他的变化?????
我发现我开始慢慢地讨厌他......
或许是我之前知道了电话事件后,
我对他的好感也慢慢地减少了.......
我也尽量洗掉这个观念,
但他一次又一次做出让我怨恨的事情.....
他不会为了人而着想......
责怪,臭骂的声音一直从他嘴里出.......
他只会强逼别人做人不愿意做的事情.......
强词夺理......
根本没有从人家的立场想......
活在自己的"世界"......
个人主义太强烈了......
我觉得我们不在同一条路上.......

迷失了

最近, 我也不懂我搞不懂我自己, 得罪人了不少人. 周围的人都与我有过折. Billy 和我吵架, bbpark boikot 我,ginni生气我......我越来越怨恨自己了, 我搞不清楚我要怎样和怎样人沟通才是正确. 每一个人都需要不同的沟通方式来沟通.但要与一个人真正的沟通都要花心思去了解那个人, 并找出真正的沟通方式. 我们渐渐的长大,生活里的圈圈慢慢扩大, 朋友也随着增加,每个朋友的沟通方式也不同, 所以每个朋友都要与不同的方式来沟通. 之前,我在中学生涯时,由于全部都是死党,全部的沟通都是直话直说,而且大多数的人都是毒舌.全都是射人不眨眼的家伙,当中我是其中一位"毒舌天王", 可是大家都是用心来交朋友的,所以不太会介意.到了我当兵的时候,我又来到另一种环境.我把我的本性收敛起来,又开始用另一种方式沟通.那里也交到生死之交的兄弟们.那时我也开始佩服我自己的沟通能力..........
但我来到中六时, 我才面对真正的考验.
开始时,还好好的.
可是时间久后, 朋友之间也开始熟了.
我射人的功夫也发威了.在加上billy的影响下,射人功夫也上了一个等级.
所以惹来了许多人的不满.所以种种的惩罚发生了在我身上.
我讨厌boikot.被boikot 的感觉很不爽.我个人很强烈的反对在朋友之间有boikot的惩罚.或许这种方法可让人知错,可是这会破坏友谊之间的感情.那些时常boikot人的人根本不能体会到被boikot 的空虚,寂寞,无奈的心情. 这不是对症下药的解决方法,而是心灵上的折磨.......
朋友与朋友之间是互相体谅,要接受别人的缺点和纠正别人的缺点, 而不是在背后批评人家,用boikot之类的方法.......
我尝试去改变我,来配合这个环境,但我深怕我找步回原来的我.....
烦恼开始降临了~~~~~~~~~~~

CS 100 song article

我[身骑白马]，在[月光下]，[沿着月光]走在孤寂的[街道]上，[天天夜夜]，都是[天黑黑]的。[我没有错]。错的，是这条[路太弯]，让我走过[失落沙洲]，越过无际的[大海]，过[挪威的森林]。至今，连我都忘了自己已走过[第几个100天]。我像个[傻瓜]，竟然把你这个[坏人]当做[天后]来对待。现在有点后悔当初没[听妈妈的话]。妈妈说[地球很危险]，劝我[离开地球表面]，找一个[宇宙小姐]一起[私奔到月球]算了。我说[SORRYSORRY],我不想。。。不如给我一双[隐性的翅膀]，让我仿佛变得[无重力]，能够到[FLYAWAY]，到[另一个天堂]去。。。让[烦恼歌]永远消失在我的播放列表里。[你是我心内的一首歌]，[一首简单的歌]。可惜，我不是[情歌王]，也没有[K歌之王]的天分，不能把这首歌唱成[情歌]，就算再努力，再执着地改篇[旋律]，唱出来的，也只不过是一首[单身情歌]，连个[小情歌]都不如。[你的微笑]，那[爱笑的眼睛]，以及可爱的[小酒窝]，简直就是[无与伦比的美丽]，让我难以忘怀。若你是绑匪，[我愿意]做你的[人质]；若你是一盘面，我愿意做你盘里的[洋葱]；若你是红豆冰，我愿意做你的[红豆]。我对你的爱，虽然不会比石头来得坚固，比海来得深，但一定会比[梁三伯与茱莉叶]之间的爱来得强烈。[我知道][我不配][我们的爱]，也许[爱上你是一个错]，当时的我只不过在[自导自演]，还是[爱得太迟]？都怪我做事不懂得[趁早]。有时，我想，[爱上你不如爱上海]，最好是爱上[珊瑚海]，因为既可以不用受伤害，而且还可以天天[听海]。之前，[太想爱你]的我，还曾经[冲动]得想问你[可不可以爱我]？[因为你]，我多希望[我的回忆不是我的]，但[如果我变成回忆]，那我还有其他选择吗？[当你]说之把我当[朋友]，我心里仿佛下着一场前所未有的大雨。那一场忽来的[太阳雨]，把我美好的[晴天]提前结束，换来一场难挨的[雨天]。[雨一直下]。。。这场[雨下一整晚]，而我却还在等雨后的[彩虹]，在[期待爱]，等待你[说你也一样爱着我]。伤心的时光，总是过得比较慢似的，现在的[我真的受伤了]，我也不懂还能继续等多久？。我曾尝试把[手放开]，选择[退后]，让一切归零。[我不后悔]曾经[爱你]，只感慨人世间[烟花易冷]，人事易分，天空不会永远出现[满满]的[烟火]。从我开始[对你有感觉]的那一天起，我以为我已[发现爱]，结果却是一场玩笑。我只能说，我很傻很天真，还在期待着奇迹的出现，总[爱在记忆中找你]。秋天[落叶归根]，静悄悄地枯萎，疑是我的错觉？有人告诉我，说我[走火入魔]了，不应该想着[为你而活]或[为你存在]，我告诉他们：[爱你等于爱自己]，我是因为自爱，所以才会爱你。其实你也很清楚，这只是一个[借口]，我是[非你莫属]的。就让我成为你的[专属天使]，[让我照顾你]，在背后守护你吧！我想当守护你成为一种信念，就算有泪水，也会是[甜甜的]。唉。。。[难道爱一个人有错吗？] [神啊救救我]！！！我不想我们只是[擦肩而过]，然而就这样[安静]下来，因为我就算表面上是[安静了]，心里仍然是[狂热]的。既然不能当你的[靠岸]，不如当你的[背影]也好，还能看见你[永远在身边]。无论如何，谢谢你成为我爱情中的[伯乐]，替我揭开爱情的真面目，让我领悟了：[原来][有一种爱叫做放手]。有人说[爱很简单]？其实，真的[没那么简单]。。。（我没有[说谎]）。在上次[说了再见]后，我们已[好久不见]，[你最近还好吗？]希望在[跨时代]后，我们能在像[童话]世界里，过着充满欢乐的生活，一起携手走过一生；一起执导属于我们最感动，[最长的电影]。。。

CTT的美（改编自[超人不会飞]）

有人说 过去的事别计较
只是如果今天没骂你 我睡不着
如果说 骂人不能直接讲
让我用点技巧 你会觉得 超屌

我的话 没转弯抹角
所以放心 你不会晕倒
你拍的照能不能不变身
因为我想要看你最初的料

她照片改编的程度并非你们能够想象
拍张猪扒照也能让人把追求她当理想
点击率再高也难以掩饰她真正的模样
因为人品不像照片那样可以被改造

我不知道她的行为是跟到谁的榜样
在别人前的那伪装着很谦卑的模样 很像
你一举一动要有点文化 不然随时会被当蠢材
CTT能不能用真面目面对大家
面子书的照片能不能重拍
随时随地注意形象
要控制饮食 不然就跟美图秀秀改编的你不像
她说她长得越来越美天生是来给人称赞
求你别让我笑到掉牙

Oh~如果艳婷叫美
那维君就能参选世界小姐
说看见真人会反胃
应该会变得好一些

Oh~切里挺挺好贱
不但喜欢欺负 而她还总会
宣扬自己越来越美
为何做人这么的可悲

送礼物最好几十块以上
因为她会去检查你礼物的价格
你坐她旁边再换位就是没礼貌
你静静做在旁边不动就 叫乖

平时她喜欢跑过位
到其他人的面前夸张做作
你的朋友不能过来跟你说话
如果你不服从这点 那你就等被她破口大骂

结果最后吃亏的是自己
你也只好忍受着委屈继续微笑
参朋友不能太多 要说话不能随便
我到底是来学校上课呢 还是来这给你糟蹋




食物带去就必须先让你
有新朋友就必须介绍你
我从未看过人这样霸道

Oh~如果艳婷叫美
那维君就能参选世界小姐
说看见真人会反胃
应该会变得好一些

Oh~切里挺挺好贱
不但喜欢欺负 而她还总会
宣扬自己越来越美
为何做人这么的可悲

Memorable camp day 1

I went to campimg at UM last thursday. As many ppl know, i like go camping. Mi and billy board bus to go there earlier. At the bus, we are very very boring and the sickening traffic jam make the trip even worst. We left kedah at 11.30am and reach at kl at 8pm. Tats was horrible. While we are waiting our driver to fetch us, a promoter mark on us and come to us and give us a ticket. The promoter ask us to tear the ticket and we might have the prize. Billy tear and dint get anything, but when i tear my ticket image is different from Billy. The promoter c my ticket like sot jor her face impression like umbelievable. She say mi win the grand prize and mi is the lucky 200 person. My feeling was shock, and the driver start to phone mi. Mi quickly left the promoter and find the driver. The driver is the secretary of the camp. The car is MyVi and consist of 3 girls and 3 trolleys. Oh my god, our lugage is big and we have to squeeze to that. Mi and billy was laugh by the 3 girl to bring so hude de bag, but Billy de bag is the biggest. So they wan laugh continuosly at him. Haiz, normally i will bring xtra cloth to camp for safe. So, i need a big bag to pack thing. Furthermore i was the first time to participate tis type of big camp. Then we have dinner with the camp commander. I was totally hungry cause i dint take my lunch.
Den i eat three bowl of rice. SY was shock and praise my stomach is big. Then tat day i sleep at camp commander de house

终极三国

五虎大将是关羽,
赢人不需用言语;
五虎二将是张飞,
打到敌人四处飞;
五虎三将是趙云,
我们都不怕风云;
五虎四将是马超,
去年slogan不用抄;
五虎五将是黄忠,
别人我们不放在眼中

~回忆~part 1

废人记

Today, after planting some seedlings in the school, i went to Guan Hong's house. YS, QY, PW, CS also went there. Tat Topoi GH la, I phone JJ for sembang, then he ask mi to give him my phone cause he wan to talk to jia jing. Celaka de him talk for minutess for non-stop. Den i revenge back for talking his phone to call someone else for non-stop.Haha, we use 3 phone to phone 3 ppl in the same place. It was a lucky day for Maxis. At last, i use two phone together and let soo talk to himself. Wah, we all really lung ar. Later we phone a heng. We cheat her by switching our name, making heng kong kong. Den tat GH and CS den got de ghost idea. They become the BLU univesity de principle la, Changloon matrik de principle la, JPA pengarah la. CS cheat Heng about she dint get de JPA scholarship. The acting of CS very good, until Heng believe. Heng cry and say CS sumpah her. Haiz, pity her. Next, i went open WC facebook id in GH laptop. Tat GH simple type nonsense to Kang and tat pig scolded mi.
We also went to c tat BPS, and kiam pa de CTT. Walao, she really make mi hate her. Her pattern really kiam pa. Mi dunt noe him de also kena baskstab. I shall revenge. Let her fall into the under ground. Last, we watch the UBER Cup. Korean vs China. i am very happy, cause Korean win China. All of us cheer for Korean, cause We dislike China. China hao lian. Tat is my lungs day

果然是超级丹

Thomas Cup Semi final 2010, Malaysia VS China. I watch the 1st men single only. Lin Dan(China) vs Lee Chong Wei(Mas). In the 1st match, Lin Dan take control of the match, no matter how Lee Smash, use tricks, he can handle the shuttlecocks. I admit his badminton skill is better then Lee. When the 1st match come to the end, when Lin Dan leads 20-14, Lee try to come back and score 3 point continuosly. But it was too late for Lee and Lin Dan manage to score the last point and the score of the 1st match is 21-17. In the 2nd match, Lee cant focus on the match and do many mistakes. He cant hit the shuttlecocks over the net, or else hit the shuttlecocks to strong and cross the outside line. Lin Dan has a easy game in the 2nd match and wins with the score 21-8. I doesnt continue to watch the men double match. I heard my bro say the men double also lost. I think there was no hope for Malaysia to get the Thomas Cup's cup final, I think Malaysia should improve on their badminton skill to decreaase the gap between China and Malaysia. This is a huge distance to catch up China team...Malaysia boleh!!!!!!!!!!

Form Six Life Start!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today, i finally can go into my form six class. i wan arrange by teacher to go to PraU 1 beta, which is the mix of physics class and bio class. i same class with GD, SM, CK, and WL. luckily tat BB PARK PIG not same class. Thank god. Cause if us same class, the class will terbalik. We will zhou xiao many. So better no same class. Haha.Since i was ex-collegian b4, my new cless teacher noe mi very well. At class, she always call my name. So now, every ppl think mi is suitable for monitor, but i dunt wan, cause i wan b ede librarian. Be a librarian can enjoy the air-cond in the library, can study in quiet environment.And i noticed one things, GH two ex-wife in the same class. 真的是他们三人前世的缘. haha. A new environment, a new class, new friends, new start....my future roads start!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Babi!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today we went to eat at uncle john after the girls had discuss eating tomyam for hours. They use the dice, coins, scissors paper stone to discuss. YS and QY seems very interests to go. They keep pursue SM and PW to go. The place they suggest is from City Plaza food court, 白家咖啡, to Uncle John. Just a eating tomyam decision they can discuss for hours, i dunt noe why. Finally today we went to there and eat. We invite two special guess to join us to have our lunch there. The 1st guess is from Kuala Kedah de GOAT, another is from Taman Golf de LONGMAN. Wah, two of them very TUO KONG. After the arrivement of them, BB PARK PIG tiok shoot until cham cham. She was compare to the char seow. Thanks to KACANG PUTIH for creating such a good nickname for her. We sembang about halal tak halal thing about an hour. During that hour, it was torture for BB PARK PIG. I laugh non stop. I think BB PARK PIG sure miss tat SUSU in celaka de melaka, cause he wont shoot her so hiong. Tat GOAT and LONGMAN is sifu of tat SUSU. They can say GODLIKE in shooting ppl. I hope BB PARK PIG wont hurt if they have mistaken say any word. But i see BB PARK PIG quite enjoy while shooting by them. For mi, shooting ppl can 增进感情. The friendship will lasts long. Me and BB PARK PIG de friendship is built like that i think. FRIENDSHIP FOREVER!!!!!!!!!

Impossible is nothing

I lost 5 phone in a year adn one of the phone is my friend's phone. I was so careless. and the last phone I lost is during the SPM last day. I put my phone inside my bag due to the SPM rules(cant bring phone to the examination field). After the SPM exam, the cheer of joy came out from my heart, but when i noticed my phone was disappear, my happiness was replaced by sadeness. Someone kicked mi from the heaven to the hell. Firstly i thought G stole my phone cause he was the 1st to come out, but my friend K can prove him doesnt steal my phone. So the suspect is cancelled. The someone say he saw some indian come to our skul. So i suspect them. but i know the real thief today. One week before, G tell me that TP is the real thief that steal my phone. I dint believe him cause he cheated mi before and I lost the trust from him. Futhermore i suspect he wan to break the relatioship between me and TP, shun bian JH to him. I told this to some of my friend and they say this was impossible. Today i ask K about this and K told me really is TP steal my phone. He has no money to spent on the trip. So he steal my phone to sell to bargain some money. I was very upset that time. I treat him as a friend. I even lent him money when he needs money to use. But he willing to steal my phone to gain some money. He even laugh me for my carelessness because i lost 5 phone in a year. I was stupid. This holiday i even went holiday with him, laugh with him, joy with him. Although sometime I 'rugi' abit, but nvm. Friend wont kelah more de. I cant hear my ear when i hear this news. because of money, he steal my phone. I wont believe him like last time, and should i conitnue with his friend???

伤感的母亲节

Today id the mother's day, but a sad accident happen in this day.北苏门答蜡7.4级地震have spoilt this 伟大day. Many mothers had to celebrate their mother's day in the coffin. The mother's day had to become their 祭日. Many children celebrate with tears. I think god cause this happen to punish the ppl who dont apppreciate their mom. Luckily i manage to celebrate this event successfully. i start to appreciate this event after this incident. "为何人类等到失去了,才能珍惜" this phrase let mi know not to waste time, and start to appreciate the people who cares about me from now. I dont want to regret in the future. Hope all ppl can appreciate, dont等到失去了,才能珍惜

一个没那么简单的母亲节

和往年一样,我家都会庆祝母亲节.还是老套的, 每年除了火锅,没有别的庆祝方式了.然后,我的叔叔们就会来我家热闹热闹一下.但是,这些火锅都是我妈和我的ah mu准备,甚至我的婆婆也要亲自下马.这成何体统,母亲节应该是由儿子来准备,但是我家反而是由我家的阿母来准备.我最气是我家js.她竟然不把母亲节当成是一回事,不只没有帮忙,还一回到家就爬上楼去房间不知干么死鬼东西.我们男生在厨房上帮不了多少,但至少也帮忙扛火锅的东西.她竟然把这一切当成是理所当然的.她的脑袋应该是坏了,还是被她那些猪朋狗影响的.我想骂她,可是有用吗?骂了,顶多她板着黑脸,跑到房间搞自.这有用吗?骂了又不会反省.还认为自己是对的.我还是剩下口水,开开心心地庆祝,不要破坏这气氛.很多朋友说我对她有反感,但她能给出我好感吗?从来都不会为父母着想.我希望她能觉悟啦...

The day After a long break

14 November 2009, i finished my spm, and the holiday starts.......
i start my holiday with my gangs in the school.....
we go bowling, lepaking, party, 3day two night trips to genting, went camping at decenber after spm....after this i went to the national service,den after taking the result, my holiday continues....
i had to thank my personal holiday drivers( bamboo soo)....thanks alot to him for drive me every corner in alor star.....at my long holiday, i went to e-box with my kaki e-box( kolej gang and keat hwa two gang-but most is kolej gang especially the e-box king: leejj), futsal with the kaki bola(ping ming gang, kolej gang)i can say ping ming gang's standard is higher den our skul....and watch football match with kolej kaki bola.....eat alor star every corner food with my best friend-tpj and ah soo.......and summore watch movie........
but now my holiday ends...............i need to work hard for my future....i wan to get no1 in my school......my future is in my hand.....................clt gogogogogogo u can do it de...gambateh.....and i take this oppotunity to hope my friend can get good result in the future.........

Good Game

Wah............

today lose until take out de trousers.the ping min gang too pro ady......they have a good team, good defence, good striker,and good passing. but i will never give up. one day i will form a team to let them put out the trousers. bside tat i will improve my football skill. them is my aim to improve my skills.u all wait and c